This Love Is Never End

I and Jin are best frends..we do anything that best frends do...One day, i realised that i love him...so i decided to confessed my feeling to him 

one nite where we camp with other frens. he said yes, he would be my boyfren.. 

So we went on like other gurlfrenboyfren's life does. Watch movie, walk in park, eat together, go to beach....but life's not fun as when we are

still best fren....he also doesnt talk much, or act like we are best fren, close and share everything...for me, he is not a suitable or loving boyfren...but i kept quitely this on my mind... 

But since the day he bcome my boyfren, he every single day would give me a small teddy bear...At first i thought it was lovely, but till now, i wonder why he would gav me this... 

One day, i was walking alone at a park. Then i saw Jin talking to another gurl. I walk toward him and ioverheard him saying "i love u'' to the 

gurl. I was really angry and i run home coz Jinnever told me he love me all the time we been boyfren and gurlfren. 

Then, at midnite that day, he come to my house and i open the door. He just passed me the teddy bear that he used to give me everyday and 

said sorry coz i didn't giv u this today. i was really angry and i shouted at him, 

"Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan to hear form u is, I love you, that's it, izit too hard???" 

Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left away..i throw the teddy bear into my cupboard. 

The next day, Jin asked me out. We meet at bus stop near my house..i walk there and then he just gav me a big teddy bear,my anger was still in 

high position,and i throw the teddy to the middle of the road. He keep quiet and then he go to the middle of the road and pick the teddy up. 

He dint realise a truck was coming towards him. I shouted at him not to pick it up and he was about look at me,and... *Bang*. 

"JIN!!!!!!" I shouted... the nex minute he was lying on the road, covered with blood. He was sent to the hospital but it's too late...i lost him...forever....

after attended his funeral, i went back home 

and i hug all the teddy bear he gav me 

since the 

day we bcome gfbf...i counted the teddy 

bear one 

by 

one..1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and 

the 

last teddy bear he gave covered with his 

blood was 

the 365th...it had been a year we bcome 

bfgf...i 

squeeze the teddy bear with the tears 

flow....suddenly... 

*I love you~* 

*I love you~* 

i was shocked..i looked at the teddys...and 

i 

take one of it, and try to press on his 

tummy.. 

*I love you~* 

i tried each and every teddy bear he gav 

me... 

*I love you~* 

*I love you~* 

*I love you~* 

*I love you~* 

*I love you~* 

*I love you~*...................... 

and the biggest and the last teddy bear 

Jin gav 

me, I squeeze his big tummy... 

*felicia, today is our very first anniversary 

being 

after a year.....i alwayz love you, yesterday, 

today, and forever........I love you....* 

i dropped the teddy bear........ 

i never realised that Jin had actually told 

me 

those words..every single day....till today... 

i slowly picked the teddy and i whispered 

to the teddy's ear.. 

"i love you too, Jin..and i alwayz did........"

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